Monday, July 12, 2010

Good-bye to my 20's

Its becoming a harsh reality to me that very VERY soon I will no longer be in my fantastic 20's. How in the world did this happen? Where did the time go?  Can't I stop this horrible reality?  I have loved my 20's. Fantastic things have happened to me during my great decade.  I graduated college, got a real job, bought a brand new car (with power windows!), got saved, moved out on my own, got married, bought a house, got pregnant, had my first surgery(c-section), had my second surgery(gall bladder),  and gave birth to the most fantastic son in the world!
How can my 30's even compete?  I wonder will I become wiser?  Will I have another child?  Will I have more surgeries?  Will we buy a new house?  Will I finally get the mini van I have wanted all my life? 

I'm scared to move on.  When I was young 30 was so old.  Its shocking to even say it.  I have accomplished  much, so I should move on.  I should go into my 30's gracefully.  Not kicking and screaming.  I have a feeling I will be going into my 30's very quietly.  (My husband doesn't understand what he should do for this occasion.) 

So, in the next few weeks I plan to soak up my 20's. Let my 20's know how good they have been to me. I might just act like a carefree 20 year old.  Because very very soon... I will be saying Good-Bye to my 20s.